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Lost

Tue Dec 1, 2009, 2:59 PM
Consider this the sequel to "screwup".
I've felt a bit depressed lately (don't confuse it with depression, I don't have that)
I'm grateful for many things. I'm just glad I live.
However, sometimes I just don't know what to think.
I've got that "reputation" again.
I started to get back up on my feet, but stumbled yet again.
I fell ill, went to the doctor, was put on 3 medicines, and ordered to come back to school Wednesday. I know when I come back I'll be interrogated, and that's what hurts the most. Even "Are you okay?". If I hear that, I won't know what to say.
I hate to pity myself, but how much can I just hold it in?
Even now I'm wasting time. I'm going back to homework.
I'll see some of you tomorrow.
In a way I envy those who achieve, but it's nice that they don't mess up like me.
As stressed as I may be, I'm very excited for winter break. It will be nice for 2 whole weeks to be alone and with others, in a different way than I am normally. I want it to be happy. I want to feel like the happiest person in the world.
Sorry this is self-centered, but I suppose it is a journal.

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  • Drinking: TEA

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原子です。

I'm taking Japanese, so I try to talk in Japanese but majorly fail *hehe* so feel free to help me practice! I'm obviously fluent in... English. But I use too many commas & dashes :shrug:

dA ICON: Made it myself from studio animation of image created by Takeshi Obata from the Tsugumi Ohba storyline.

Hello, fellow deviants! I've loved to create art all my life, and I can proudly say I still do! It even gets better with each drawing! Even if they don't compare with those of others! ^^; I love this website, and appreciate what a great art community it is. If you check out my artwork, I'll appreciate it a whole lot. So, enjoy my place here!


Works on the way: 15+/-
Okayyyyy I know, I'm having trouble hooking up my scanner, so all the deviations here are OLD!!! And I have about 15 pending works. I've been busy.


Trades of Interest:
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Pick a number of them for me to do for ya, and you got yourself a deal. Other ideas open. Maybe you need an assistant on a project? Maybe, I don't know! You tell me.

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:iconryou-fan-club:
:iconclub-kuras:
Owner/Founder: :iconthepeachgirlclub:

Oh and hey, if I don't get back to you on something promptly, sometimes I check my messages quickly at school or somewhere, and forget. I have a special folder for those, but ya know, I'm not the most organized person in the world, Just a little more so online.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In the shadows.
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small I guess.
  • Print preference: Pretty.
  • Interests: Music, Anime, Manga... sometimes Academics just because I'm good at it I guess. XD
  • Favourite band or musician: I listen to a good variety.
  • Favourite genre of music: Right now I've been focusing on J-Pop.
  • Favourite artist: I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!
  • Favourite style of art: Manga/Anime.
  • Operating System: I HAD Vista Home Premium, before my computer went SSZZZ Kaboomz -_-
  • MP3 player of choice: One with good quality audio; I have the ol' iPod Video 30 gigs.
  • Favourite gaming platform: RPG or Fighting or Racing.
  • Favourite cartoon character: L
  • Personal Quote: There's my own in my signature.
  • Tools of the Trade: A good pencil.

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:iconangelicdemon8:
~AngelicDemon8 Nov 11, 2009, 4:16:03 PM
His hair is HOT!!! I luv IT!!!

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:icongreeneyedgold:
~GreenEyedGold Nov 11, 2009, 11:52:13 PM
Yup.

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馬鹿 馬鹿 馬鹿 馬鹿 馬鹿 馬鹿 - Thus is life.

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Do you really want to click this?
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Peach Girl Fan? dA Club ---> [link]
:iconkuroryou:
~Kuroryou Oct 26, 2009, 3:22:03 PM
Here's the video I wanted you to watch. [link]

Can you meet me outside locker 785, 3rd floor, Southside in the morning? I think Eva might be there, if not. I'll just give you my notes.

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Rules To Play The Game
1. You must not think about The Game
2. If you think about The Game, you lost
3. When you lose, you must announce it to everyone that you lost
Congrats! You just lost The Game!
:icongreeneyedgold:
~GreenEyedGold Oct 26, 2009, 3:38:29 PM
Sure, what exact time? Thanks.

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馬鹿 馬鹿 馬鹿 馬鹿 馬鹿 馬鹿 - Thus is life.

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Do you really want to click this?
[link]

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Peach Girl Fan? dA Club ---> [link]
:iconkuroryou:
~Kuroryou Oct 26, 2009, 4:44:34 PM
Did you watch the video yet?

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Rules To Play The Game
1. You must not think about The Game
2. If you think about The Game, you lost
3. When you lose, you must announce it to everyone that you lost
Congrats! You just lost The Game!
:icongreeneyedgold:
~GreenEyedGold Oct 26, 2009, 5:23:05 PM
Not yet, I will when I finish HW. I watched a little I'll watch the rest.

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馬鹿 馬鹿 馬鹿 馬鹿 馬鹿 馬鹿 - Thus is life.

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Do you really want to click this?
[link]

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Peach Girl Fan? dA Club ---> [link]
:iconkuroryou:
~Kuroryou Oct 26, 2009, 3:44:41 PM
I'm probably gonna be around there at 7:30, maybe earlier

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Rules To Play The Game
1. You must not think about The Game
2. If you think about The Game, you lost
3. When you lose, you must announce it to everyone that you lost
Congrats! You just lost The Game!
:iconkuroryou:
~Kuroryou Oct 25, 2009, 5:46:55 AM
Did Aria send you the song for japanese?

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Rules To Play The Game
1. You must not think about The Game
2. If you think about The Game, you lost
3. When you lose, you must announce it to everyone that you lost
Congrats! You just lost The Game!
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